last infusion for a month..hopefully

Dec 17th I got lucky and they said it would be my last infusion until Jan 27th hopefully if my test come back semi positive and we can just handle the pills ;) my Bp has gone down due to the high Bp.meds and my heart rate is ok I still have papaltations and have to be careful. But hey no.more getting iv's like clock work...yeaah buddy!!! As of how I felt after day one last treatment I felt like crap for a cpl.hrs like usual. Out of it,In a zone,dazed,achey,sore..but today my first morning with out it I'm ok... About to take hot hot shower,relax eat well and try and enjoy a day with bubby. I do have a headache slightly but not as bad. So let's say our prayers that I don't have to go every day again ans maybe 2-3 days until I hit REMISSION BABY!!!!! New year new me can't wait! Xo have a great work week! Now off to attack.mommy duties.

glass mouth nightmare

Had nightmare I was driving had a piece of gum and ate thin paper slices of glass it had my mouth all cut up I was in a bad woodsy area road and was driving on gravel. A baby in a back seat crying I was dying and choking on sharp glass from a pack of gum I ate... 530am I want to thank u for letting b myself was on radio. I went under a bridge and my tongue was bleeding horribly. I could taste the blood so I woke up screaming and brushed my teeth over and over! Nightmares medicine goodness..goodnight

reba mcyintire

Ok I don't know what I ate or drank before bed but Reba talked to me when I woke up at 4am after my 2min which seemed like 30min pee break and laid back down. She had on a hot pink cowboy shirt with white trimmings that sparkled with high wasted denim jeans and a white cowboy hat hanging on the back with long red hair. She rode a white horse on the beach and said "gennifer,don't let this get you you are strong like the ocean and the wind blowing on the beach." Smiled and then started singing God is with you God loves you...Riding off on the horse. What the what!!!!!! Bahaha bizarre dreams I tell ya but hey I'll take that one for sure but God, I ask you...why Reba and her country voice?! ;)