what next...

Ok its been a while since I have written anything and I apologize. I have basically been out of it I guess you can call it. First, I was in happy mode and felt so amazing after they took me off steroids. Then I took a turn down south and became super depressed. I don't know what came over me but everything makes me cry and my anxiety has gotten worst. The day after they took me off of steroids I noticed my heart rate was high,my chest was in pain like an elephant sitting on my chest,and horrible headaches. Went and got my blood pressure checked and it was sky rocket high. So high they checked me four times and had me stay to monitor me. Then the next day and the whole week it was high. Very frustrating that something else is added on to my list of health scares. Well I ended up buying an at home blood pressure monitor so now I check it all the time. Some days its high some days its lower never just rt though. Ever since I was taken off of steroids this is happening. I have also noticed that my anxiety has gotten worse. A million things run through my head,taking care of a now 2yr old,medical bills,working full time,and just marriage on top of it all. My plate is full that's for sure. I was so proactive about my illness before but a slump has come over me. I guess no steroids and the energy that it gave me I was rolling with it. But being off of them I'm wore out all the time! I just need someone to help me more.