Am I 50 or something?!

Shingles..yes it is confirmed.. I can get a vaccination but it's usually for 50 and up. I have them going along my nerve on my neck on the rt side on my chest collar bone and starting on my shoulder and back..what the what! What's next man? It burns so badly and hard to sleep and turn my head clothes suck laying on my neck also so it being winter makes it unbearable. From all the meds and infusions I am prone to get more infections so if I keep getting shingles then I may have to get the vaccination they say just to relieve me of some type of pain..bc if I don't have one infection I have another. All to control this nasty beast...Lupus! They say with shingles kids can get chicken pox so I sorta want aiden to get it to get it over with young..but it has been 3 days and he has been all over me and no spotted aiden man yet ;( but I got my meds and hopefully I will get better in one week. Let's all pray I have one good week ahead of me my anniversary is Monday! I can't help but laugh at the fact that I got shingles and all the possible infections that come along with Lupus back to back..but I have been fighting them off one by one like the warrior that I am and they all last 2wk tops! So for a poor immune system I'm a fighter that's for sure. Plus I havent ( knock on wood and pray to the Lord above) gotten that nasty bug that has been going around that hmm mmhh my husband has and I have had to take care of him..makes me think my body is trying! I like that ;) HOPE and FAITH! I may feel like a 50 yr old being that I may have to invest in a pretty cane soon bc I can't keep my balance or that I have RA and my hands shake I def have days that I feel like my 28 yr old self and run around with aiden and my nephews. They love those days that's for sure. I cherish those days. I will get those days back....trust me! Xo