I decided to write my feelings,thoughts,dreams,concerns all on a blog instead of my Facebook since everyone says I have an amazing attitude about my situation. I have an auto immune disorder called Lupus and I am also suffering from kidney failure. People say I have a strong attitude and an admirable one so I decided to take my "voice" to the blogging page and just spill it all out. Enjoy, learn something,teach me something,and most of all cherish life and everything in it :)
Saturday, April 7, 2012
God sent me some angels...
So you guys think that was inspiring and wow factor about Mr Larry Pratcher..well check this out.
So I mentioned before that I quit my old job for a more laid back job. I was first working at a jewelry company I loved so much. It's was artsy and fun and I met my very best friend there, Meredith. But I quit to ease up the stress and go back to a cooking bit on a smaller scale. A small cafe where I work with three other people. It was a great relaxing change. Stress free and getting paid good. Who can beat that?! So I start working at this place and slowly everything starts making more sense.
First off a little background, my last job I loved but the hours were 9-5 so I couldn't get much done therefore no drs appt or so I procrastinated :) It was semi stressful, I was around chemicals. nothing harmful but later we find out I'm sick and can't be around that stuff. Anyhow, I go work at this great place where my boss is laid back as all get out. Almost like a big brother to me..an annoying, mean older brother who throws slimy lettuce on my arms for fun :) but he offers to give me insurance but instead just adds money to my check since I want to stay on Chris insurance. Then he says if you need off you need off don't stress we are here to help you. You will be better! Then to top it off his dad prays over me!!!! I have another angel praying over me, guiding me to build my faith again. I mean how exciting to know the place you work for is all about healing,God,positivity,and pure bliss..I got Soo darn lucky and blessed for sure! God truly sends people our way to help us we just have to open our eyes and heart and accept the message and love. Man, I'm truly blessed with the amazing angels in my life. All the nurses are my angels bc have yet to have a mean one. All the drs, all the people who cheer me on, my son..oh dear my son is my main angel!! He was a preemie first off. I had difficulty during the pregnancy but the delivery was easy as can be. But with the lupus they suggest that I try not to have anymore due to the high chances of miscarriage and possibly triggering the lupus even more. That was just a suggestion for me I don't know about everyone else. But me and my family choose not anymore bc of my health risk and the future child or the chance of going through something dramatic. So he is my miracle baby for sure. He is by far the happiest little booger out there. When I'm hurt he knows. When I'm down and sad he knows and comforts me unconditionally . A 1 1/2 yr old knowing how to handle emotions. Just amazing :) truly God knew what I could handle in a child and sent him to me. God knew what I needed and could handle for a job and sent me this cafe. God knew I needed an amazing man to be by my side forever and unconditionally and sent me Chris. God knew I could handle this disease and I strongly feel he gave this to me to be a voice and advocate for my illness bc obviously its inspiring you all enough to read and enjoy. Thankful..wait I'm beyond thankful!!
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